Back stretching leg-rubbing head
Throbbing temple steaming
Feet freezing body sweating trip
To the bathroom for water choking
Gut wrenching phlegm filling eye blurring stomach burning
Lung tearing hand gripping tongue
Coating belch of vomit in the sink
Dirty flesh crawling skin dulling face
Torrid mind bending realizing
Day breaking light finding vision paining
Terror fearful terror knowing
Mirror gazing thought finding turning facing water splashing
Realizing thought engaging mind
Confusing spasm shivering
Movement in the cold morning of dysfunction loosing
Balance straining cough convulsing
Mouthing something moving
To inspect the damage as its done drinking
Holding fruitless the terrible head
Pounding groping for a smoke smoking
Thinking there’s nobody else
To blame it on and all has fallen apart at the seams smelling
Scent
From the source
Of the fear.